January 20, 2010 – 9:45 pm
I genuinely feel like I’ve lost my voice.
I am waning heavily on the purpose and fulfillment of my life right now– way too heavy on the work and mindless drudgery.
I could lament about what I used to do and be- but have no real energy to devote to such.
Ennui has set in.
Dear Lord, please send [...]
January 12, 2010 – 7:31 am
Posting for my own retention.
I get the message, God…
I am waiting patiently- and ask for your guidance on helping me see what it is you require from me…
I will give you the treasures of darkness, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the LORD, the God of Israel, who [...]
January 1, 2010 – 8:33 pm
We simultaneously know and yet forget these things. All of them.
Intrinsically, we know that we are working towards the knowing of Ourself- through all of Our unknowing and incomplete pieces.
Even the harm our particularly unaware pieces think they are plotting, ultimately works towards the whole– good or bad, right or wrong– all unnecessary (and particularly [...]
December 31, 2009 – 1:11 pm
Looking back upon the past decade, I wonder-
for better or worse
the lives I’ve touched
the friends both made and lost…
a life
unexamined
yet
painfully scrutinized
joy
happiness
pain
sadness
The balance
that once kept me
going
disappearing
gone
Climbing back up on that horse
waiting for another ride.
August 25, 2009 – 9:01 pm
In celebration of the person I used to be, and will become again- a birthday wish to a dear friend: