StevePavlina.com has a recent entry that touches upon a theme I found to be true in my life perspective….
Admittedly, I have not been practicing it to a degree that I once did, with my excuse being related to a request my wife has placed upon me.
I’ve been reviewing who I was with who I think I am now–you wouldn’t know the two people by simply looking at these blog entries…
Osho Reading that touched me in 2003, including my own observations that tie, loosely, with Steve’s entry above…
Somehow, I feel like I’ve lost a big chunk of the person who was in that space 5 years ago…
Replaced him with someone less… courageous.
To top it off, my Bible reading today (yes, I do these daily– the profound wisdom it contains is worth alienating any audience I have, simply because I choose to ignore millenia of societal/cultural indoctrination regarding Christians, and century or so ‘modern American view’ of those who dare read such a book…Eventually the Koran will be next, but I digress.)
10 Obviously, I’m not trying to win the approval of people, but of God. If pleasing people were my goal, I would not be Christ’s servant.
I think I’ve tried too hard to win the approval of people…rather than God.
I fallen out of flow if you will…
Will ponder that some more..offline.
